Showing posts with label SWTOR. Show all posts
Showing posts with label SWTOR. Show all posts

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Always (Songfic)

Author's notes: 
  • Okay, so we were driving to work and this came on the playlist and I went OMG THIS IS ABOUT VACY! I just made one small change…
  • Here's the youtube video I like best for this. Cue it up and listen as you read!
  • I'm in the process of moving this from FFN because it violates their terms of service and I'm not sure that I want to revise it to make it fit. While I *could* make this a separate story that isn't interdependent with the lyrics (or perhaps even several stories, one for each section), that's kind of not what I want to do with it. The story isn't the point, not in and of itself. This is more ... analyzing the lyrics, but doing so using fiction rather than direct exposition.
  • Feel free to leave feedback either in comments here or over at the stub on FFN. Don't be a stranger!

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child but she's always a lady to me


Ord Mantell
Corso Riggs looked up as the freighter sailed in – as though dodging cannon blasts was something one did when picking up groceries – and touched lightly down outside the hangar. The YT series was known to be particularly tetchy – they handled well, but the least little nudge the wrong way, and they'd go off-kilter.
The ramp dropped, and a pair of booted feet emerged, tromping down the metal walkway.
Captain Vacy Fiorst put her fists on her hips, taking her first in-person look around Ord Mantell. Her shoulders were back, her eyes flashing. She seemed more annoyed than impressed, and when Skavak went over to greet her it was pretty clear that she didn't give a hill of beans for his smooth talking – even returned his attitude with a bit of her own. Skavak walked off, shaking his head, and Corso grinned to himself.
Later, when he rushed up with the bad news, she didn't whimper or gasp or really so much as bat an eye. "Separatists and cannons?" she asked, summing it up pretty neatly. "Not a problem." Her mouth curled up at the corners and somehow he had to smile back at her, even more so when she shrugged and added, "I enjoy a bit of a ruckus now and again."
He just sort of nodded, because what right did he have to say anything? At least, anything beyond "Well, stay safe, Captain. Hope to see you again soon."
She smiled again, and tossed her head carelessly, her ponytail bobbing with the movement. "I'll be back before you've had a chance to miss me," she smirked.
He decided not to correct her.
Not yet.

She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth but she'll never believe you
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah she steals like a thief but she's always a lady to me


Coruscant
Ria Deleru was beautiful – even out of costume. And while Corso had difficulty respecting somebody who broke their word, he could see how a passionate, free-spirited woman would resist anyone who tried to cling to her and force her into a way of life that didn't fit who she was.
So when Darmas ignored him and poured the charm on for Vacy, Corso clenched his teeth and said nothing (well, mostly). And when she put on something special before they went back, he didn't ask her about it (well, not too much, anyway). And then he'd been near-killed and she'd come back for him… and then gone and stayed with Darmas again.
But after what Arri said, he watched a little closer. And sure, when Darmas' name came up in conversation, Vacy smiled. But Corso thought back to Syreena, and how her eyes shone whenever someone had mentioned Skavak, or the way she'd arranged 'coincidences' where she 'happened' to run into him. And he found he could breathe a little easier.
Still, the best part of Coruscant was leaving it. It didn't hurt one little bit that she'd gotten her ship back, and when they roared out of atmo, she slowed the freighter down and just kind of hovered there for a few moments, looking out at the stars.
And her eyes shone.

Oh she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind


Taris
Watching the night's last shuttle pass overhead had been discouraging, to say the least. Of course, Vacy wasn't one to say the least when she could toss out a few curses instead. She rattled off a few interesting ones about the shuttle pilot, his parents, and his progeny that Corso wasn't entirely sure were logically feasible.
They snuck further into the pirate camp and found a spot that looked safe in one of the far corners of the compound. Together they lugged over a few crates, creating a makeshift barrier that would provide a little bit of cover should the need arise.
He'd offered to take the first watch, and she settled down behind him – or tried to, tucking her Darmas-bag under her head. But on a concrete slab there really wasn't much of a way to get comfortable, and a "pillow" made up of a bag of lumpy supplies didn't help one bit.
He scooted back, sitting against the wall where he could see through an opening they'd left in their barrier. "Here, try this," he said, and she grumbled that sitting up wasn't going to be any better than lying on a bunch of rocks, but he unlatched his chestguard and motioned her over.
"Ain't safe, Riggs," she scowled, yawning.
He explained that the front part snapped into place, showing her before unlatching it again and setting it next to him. "We have any trouble, I'll be ready before you've finished rubbin' your eyes."
She scoffed at that, but she did lean back against him, and for a moment, he forgot to breathe.
It was hard to resist the impulse to put his arms around her and cradle her against him, or to reach up and run his fingertips along the side of her face. But he reminded himself that she was his captain, but she wasn't his. Not yet.
Sure was nice to feel her heartbeat countering his own, though.

And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a lady to me


Nar Shaddaa
"Hey, handsome, can you get this for me? I can't see what I'm doing."
He stepped out of his quarters, and Risha was standing there with her chin tilted up, the ends of her short necklace dangling down unclasped over her… um… oh dear. Corso gulped, focusing on the tiny latch, but his fingers felt like they were in a pair of his heaviest gauntlets. "There you go," he said finally, stepping back. His face burned, and he very carefully looked right at her face rather than down at what she was wearing. Or, well, not wearing, as the case was. "You going out for a bit of fun?"
The curvy mechanic grinned. "You bet. The captain said that when we landed on Nar Shaddaa, the first thing we were gonna do was go out, get drunk, dance until we can't see straight, and then hook up with somebody smokin'." She shrugged. "Can't argue with that. Hopefully we won't even get shot at."
"Shot at?" He frowned. "You want me to go along?"
She rolled her eyes. "Oh, please. A mouse like you would only slow us down." She gave him a once-over, then smiled slowly, eyes narrowing, and stepped toward him.
He stepped back, bumping against the corridor wall.
Risha stepped closer, until she was almost-but-not-quite pressed against him. "Of course, I bet if you asked really, really nicely, all that could happen without leaving the ship," she purred. Her eyes sparkled darkly. "I bet if we worked really hard," she breathed, "we could even make a real man out of you."
"Rish, quit it," said Vacy as she strode up, boots thumping against the metal floor.
Corso breathed a sigh of relief when Risha stepped away, but then nearly choked on it when he saw the Captain's outfit.
Technically it covered a good bit more of her than what Risha was wearing, but it was quite snug. Not only that – it had wide slashes along the legs and across the torso and the back just wasn't there, and through the holes he could see fragments of her tattoo patterns and it kind of got a fellow wondering about just what he wasn't seeing, which really wasn't how he meant to be thinking about her…
Corso clenched his teeth, biting back the protests he knew were liable to get him smacked. "I'll see you when you get back, then," he said tightly.
Risha chuckled and headed down the hall. "Yeah, well, don't wait up, Mouse!" she called over her shoulder.
Vacy sighed. "I'm sorry about her, Riggs," she said. "You can come along with us if you like…"
He reached out and tugged gently on her ponytail. "Nah, Captain," he said with a sigh. "I'd only slow ya down."

Oh she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind


Tattooine
He knew that she was beautiful; he could appreciate her bright eyes and the soft curve of her mouth. She was well-proportioned, too, and her skin was smooth and warm.
He just didn't care.
"Sorry," he said after a few minutes of admittedly-pleasant conversation. "You're awful nice, and you're real pretty, but… it… there's kind of someone else. I was thinking maybe I could spend some time with you, maybe… maybe not think about her so much, but…" He sighed, shaking his head. "I'm real sorry. Ain't fair to you, I know."
But the blonde woman just laughed easily. "I don't suppose it's the Mirialan you walked in with?" she asked, one brow arched.
Corso blinked, knowing that his cheeks were going red, like they always did. Was it that obvious? Bowdaar and Risha had come in with them, and while nobody would pair him up with the Wookiee on their first guess (he hoped, at least), Risha wasn't exactly ugly. At least technically.
The woman's expression softened, and she smiled. "And someone told you that she might pay more attention to you if you made her a bit jealous?"
He blushed even more. "Yeah… kinda. Stupid idea, huh?"
She shook her head. "Not at all," she said, moving to sit closer to him. "Why don't you tell me about her?"
He'd been getting nervous, but when she said that, it was like opening an airlock, and everything he'd been holding back for so long flooded through him. He swallowed thickly. "She don't even know how beautiful she is. She's strong, and smart, and she ain't afraid to go in against long odds when that's what's gotta be done."
"Wow," she said when he paused for breath. "I've – I don't think I've ever seen that."
His eyes shone, and his smile was tender. "Not surprising. She's… there ain't anybody in all the galaxy like her."
They talked for hours – Corso didn't really understand why she was so willing to listen, but she seemed genuinely interested, and he sure as anything wasn't going to run out of things to say about Vacy anytime soon.
When she asked him to walk her home, he took her arm and escorted her out through the streets of the city to a small apartment not far away. She unlocked it, and then stretched up, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. "Thank you, Corso."
That left him more than a bit confused. "For what?"
"Everyone struggles just to get by out here on the Rim," she said. "People get selfish. It's easy to lose your faith." She smiled quietly. "Thank you for showing me that love really is possible." Still smiling, she stepped inside and closed the door.
Corso was still half-smiling to himself, lost in his thoughts as he meandered back into the cantina and joined the rest of the crew.
Risha cleared her throat. "About time you got back, Mouse," she snipped. And then she smirked. "Though it looks like that was time well spent."
He couldn't help it – he blushed.
"C'mon, let's head back to the ship," Vacy said with a scowl. "We've got lots to do tomorrow."

She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted – she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you
But she's always a lady to me

Thursday, January 9, 2014

SWTOR blogging challenge - Day 6

Your least favorite non-romance companion

Okay, so I hear that everyone hates Skadge, but I don't have him yet.  For a long time, it would've been Kaliyo. Storywise, it makes no sense to take her with you; she's a loose cannon and a liability. As far as playstyle, she suits me well enough in combat - I like playing a damage charrie with a tank companion. But then in cutscenes she's always surprising me with what she does and doesn't like. And I'm a points-grubber, PLUS also I tend to play LS characters, so that was somewhat irritating. My female agent is much more laid back than my male agent, though, so she gets along with Kaliyo a lot better.

So let's see:

Knight - I like everybody but Doc, who I find mildly irritating, but he's a LI so he doesn't count for this
Smuggler - like 'em all
Trooper - haven't gotten far enough
Consular - ditto; Qyzen is all right
Hunter - like 'em all so far
Warrior - not far enough yet
Inquisitor - Nick needs to get over himself - I think I have a thing about arrogant/entitled dudes - but again, he's a LI so he gets a pass. Khemmie has been pretty Johnny One-Note so far but I have to admit at least it's consistent and fairly easy to work with.
Agent - oh! Yes! There we are: SCORPIO. Why in the ever-loving hell does a droid need breasts? Yes. I hate that. I found that so annoying.

By the way, I leveled my bounty hunter some, and I got Blizz! He actually reminds me of a biological version of T7. They're both quite sassy!

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

SWTOR blogging challenge - Day 5

Your favourite non-romance companion

Whoops! I left my computer at the school over the weekend and I really fell behind. Didn't help that after being away from it, I completely forgot about this blog challenge! Oh well...

Oh, Teeseven, definitely. In fairness, I hear a lot of good stuff about Blizz, and I haven't gotten him yet! And I like most of the companions. I haven't romanced Risha or Akaavi (yet!) and then there's Gault, and my only Knight is a girl, so Kira's pretty cool.

But really, I just adore T7's sass.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

SWTOR blogging challenge - Day 4

Your favorite planet


Easily, hands-down, NAR SHADDAA. I love its noise and bustle and the chatter in the background and how much there is to look at - the signs, the billboards, the crowds... It never gets old.

It makes me wish I was better at recognizing Aurebesh, or that I could understand some of the ambient dialogue: "Otoa-wa... nanniwanki!"


Wednesday, December 4, 2013

SWTOR blogging challenge - Day 3

Your favourite class

Oo, that's tough. Probably smuggler, because I like the companions so much! I don't have Guss yet, but from whatI've heard about him, I think I'll enjoy having him on the crew. And I love stealth, so that's a plus. Of course, I wish my smuggler was tougher and could do a bajillion points of damage with every shot...

And most importantly, I just love the sass!

Monday, December 2, 2013

SWTOR blogging challenge - Day 1

Your first character

During the beta I played a rattataki Intelligence Agent. However, all that remains of her is a screenshot of her at the helm of her ship - apparently I got through Dromund Kaas. I do remember being amused by the fact that the first companion you get as an Agent is also a rattataki! We were twinsies ;D

When the game actually started, I created a Knight. For a long time, she was my highest-level character; just this weekend, my Agent (not the same one!) passed her during the Thanksgiving 2XP event.

I didn't develop a whole lot of story around her, but my headcanon was that she was this wealthy socialite who didn't really want to be a Jedi, but when she was found to be Force sensitive, her parents kind of pushed her into it, and promised her if she was a good little youngling, they would give her a ronto filly of her very own when she became a padawan, and then when she was knighted they would get her the latest Czerka speeder. Sparkly purple, of course - it's her signature color.

It helped that she had an affinity for lightsaber combat. She wasn't shy about letting others know (or find out) how good she was, either. It was that, combined with always having the most elegant robes - always classy, of course, never anything in bad taste - that earned her the name Princesstabbity from her age-mates.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - End

So I totally haven't finished the 30 days, BUT it's now moving on to just moving on from one planet to the next. And in all fairness, I haven't thought about ANY of that from a RP standpoint. Coruscant, maybe, because Arri shows up in Vacy's story in that one, but all I really know is that she's coming back to Coruscant at that point. I really don't have any headcanons for any of this, sooo I'd just be kind of slapping things together and pretending it mattered.

Which it doesn't. I'm sorry, Arri. You deserve a better writer than me.

OTOH I may have a go at this one sometime soon.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Ship

  • Day 17 - Ship: How does your Jedi like their personal starship? Did they give it a name? Any interesting little quirks? A gizka infestation, maybe? Do they do the piloting or does someone else handle that? Are they prone to crash-landings? Does your ship see a lot of battle or diplomatic missions? Is it well-equipped for either one? Does your Jedi ever detect a hint of Alderaanian nectar in the air?

 I feel like I didn't get much of a weekend. I spent so much of it grading! At least I got it done.

*sigh* And I kind of don't feel like finishing the rest of these. I'm just kind of making things up on the fly and I feel like I'm not doing a good job and I'm just wasting my time. You know? Like I don't have anything special in mind for any of this. What's the point? *another sigh*

I missed another day, too. Last night we had D&D and I'd also been lectured about the way I structure my lessons. I'm trying not to be frustrated and/or terrified. I feel like it's my neck on the chopping block.

Arri does her own piloting, for the most part. She learned while she was on Vornu. Starting out, she was very tentative. But over time and with practice she became more confident.

Sunday, November 10, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Mounts

  • Day 16 - Mounts: It’s a big, inconvenient galaxy. A Jedi like yours can’t do their job without their own speeder. What kind of mount does your Jedi have? Do they only have the one? If not, which do they prefer? Are they happy with their speeder or in the market for a new one? How did they acquire their speeders? Do they maintain them personally or assign the task to a companion? Maybe they pay a service? Or maybe your Jedi could stand to take a few lessons in how to fly a speeder?

These are getting harder and harder because the recent ones have been about gear, and Arri just hasn't been that concerned with special items. She does a pretty good job of not forming attachments, and that means things as well as people. But at the same time, good stewardship is important, so she did a fair amount of research before purchasing a speeder - used, of course - but a model that had a reputation for durability and safety.

Saturday, November 9, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Armor

  • Day 15 - Armor: How much and what kind of armor does your Jedi wear? Include a picture if you want! Is it distinctive in any way? Does it have any sentimental value or is it some kind of precious relic? The Order prefers function to form and traditionally Jedi are outfitted modestly, in unremarkable plain brown robes. How strictly does your Jedi adhere to this custom? Do they think it’s idiotic? Do they dress for fashion at the expense of function? What kinds of nicks and quirks does their armor have to give it character — does it have that one clasp that always catches, that seal that has to be jiggled just right?

Since she's often taking the brunt of the damage in most combat situations, Bel'arria wears heavy armor, for as much protection as possible. She avoids wearing her robes while on a mission as she learned early on that doing so often meant having to request new ones. Instead, she keeps her robes neatly folded in the locker on her ship.

Her armor is the sort used by common mercenaries. It's better than what's issued to low-level military grunts, but not as good as what the elite units have. She is careful to keep it well-maintained, so that while in some places the finish is scratched or the paint has flaked off, it fits with snug perfection.

Friday, November 8, 2013

  • Day 14 - Weapons: A Jedi is never unarmed; describe your Jedi’s preferred weapons. Do they have a favorite lightsaber or are they more adept with the Force? Is their lightsaber (or lightsabers) unique? Does it have its own history? Do they have any other weapons — holdout blasters or hidden knives, for emergency situations? Anything they use just for special occasions, like an exotic lightwhip or a secret stash of frag grenades?

Well, I missed yesterday. Oops! I'm starting to feel better, though.

Arri's saber is pretty basic. It's not anything special to her, just a tool. But at the same time it's a reminder of the responsibilities she has accepted.

Even though it is warped and battered past the point of use, Arri kept the hilt of the saber that she crafted at the end of her training as a padawan. It's important to her because it's the first time she really felt proud of something she achieved.

The crystal that focuses the beam, however, is particularly special to her. It was crafted by Arimand Surik, and he gave it to her after she made her first saber. As she has continued to learn and progress in her skills, he occasionally retools the crystal, adding facets that enhance its intensity. Arri can't explain why, but whenever she ignites her saber she feels a sense of comfort, of rightness, that she doesn't get from any other weapon.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Combat Companion

  • Day 13 - Combat Companion: Some battles cannot be won alone. When your Jedi calls on one of their companions for assistance, which companion do they call on? Why? Do they always choose the companion whose skills best suit the situation or the one they like best? Which companions best complement your Jedi’s skills and combat style?

Today is another hard day. I'm tired of reminding my students to freaking SIT UP. It is not that much to ask. I just feel like every day is a battle lately, and I'm so tired of it. I never lose my temper. I never raise my voice to them. But if I do so much as speak to them sternly they look at me with huge eyes like I'm spitting fire.

Well, this one is kind of tough, because I really don't see her ending up with a full crew like you do in-game. It's more that she has temporary partnerships, with the exception of T7. Mechanically, Arri's fighting style should match well with Kira, who I think is a melee DPS. I can't imagine that she ever takes Lord Whatsisface with her just the two of them. She looks for the best in everyone, but she's not stupid! She'd probably ask Sergeant Rusk to stick with her until Lord Scourge had been appropriately dealt with. (I had to google his name! ugh. so tired today.)

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Combat Style

  • Day 12 - Combat Style: What are your Jedi’s best moves? Which lightsaber form do they favor? Are they a great strategist, drawing enemies where they like and controlling the battlefield? Or do they hit so hard and so fast that the only strategy they need is to ‘kill them before they kill us’. What kinds of opponents are they best matched against? What are their greatest weaknesses in combat?

Arri tends to use Soresu when at all possible, to wear her opponents into submission rather than killing them if she can. But when simply holding the line isn't enough and she needs to remove obstacles, she shifts to Djem So. The master she learned it from, Slaine Drucker, warned her that its focus on power, aggression, and sheer brutality could lead her down paths from which it would be difficult to return. So when she fights using that style, she is very careful to keep her mind clear and her heart open, even to the enemy who is trying to kill her and hurt those she cares about.

She may seem to transform into a killing machine, but she is a compassionate killing machine.

Her aversion to hurting others can prove problematic; in many cases she would be able to achieve her goals more quickly if she was more willing to simply execute those in her way. Instead, she tries to avoid notice, and searches for ways around guards and patrols if she can.

Monday, November 4, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Combat Role

  • Day 11 - Combat Role: On the battlefield, where are we most likely to find your Jedi? Are they leading the charge, drawing hostile attention? Are they invisible to the naked eye, turning the environment or even their opponents’ own minds against them? Do they hang back from the heart of the action, bolstering their teammates with Force, healing wounds even as they’re opened? Maybe they are leaping in from afar, slicing down one enemy at a time with ferocity and precision? Is your Jedi a team player or a solo artist, preferring to work alone? 
Today has been a not-great day mentally, but I'm a stubborn bitch, so I'm going to push through this thing because I know I'll feel proud of myself for keeping up my daily writing. GO ME, DAMMIT.

Okay, well, Arri's a tank. I really haven't written much with her fighting, but yeah, she yells a lot to attract as much attention as she can. She is very much a pacifist, but she realizes that sometimes a more assertive tactic is more effective. She is glad to have help and will do everything she can to keep her partners from being harmed, but she is also willing to carry out missions on her own if that is what is needed.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Talents & Hobbies

  • Day 10 - Talents & Hobbies: Describe any talents your Jedi has that are unrelated to killing rakghouls and saving the galaxy. Are they good with machines or a cunning linguist? A gifted dancer or wily sabacc player? Even if they aren’t good at it, how do they spend their downtime? Cooking, whistling, or flutterplume-watching? Any guilty pleasure holofilms or holo-serials? Do they keep their hobbies and talents to themselves or share them with others?

It suits her well, being a Jedi and all; Arri is particularly good at listening to people and getting them to open up. Sitting together and sharing a pouch of only-slightly-crumbled cookies has a way of softening even the hardest of hearts. Additionally, the easy frankness with which she asks "why?" disarms those who expect to be judged for their views or actions.

She is both practical and industrious. When not actively carrying out the duties assigned to her by the Order, she uses her time to study foreign cultures and languages (though literacy is still a struggle for her) and maintain her equipment. Once in a great while she finds herself in a fit of melancholy and looks out through the viewscreen of her ship, wondering if maybe her family is somewhere among the stars and planets that speckle the expanse of the galaxy.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Pets!

  • Day 9 - Pets: Does your Jedi have any pets? How many and what kinds? What are their names? Where did they get their pets? Do the pets stay on the ship? Where do they sleep and what do they eat? Do they chew on your Jedi’s robes? How do your Jedi’s companions feel about them? What kind of relationship does your Jedi have with them?
At this point, the closest thing to a pet is C2N2, the ship droid. And to be perfectly honest, this isn't something I've thought a lot about! I would imagine there are lots of plants on the ship. Arri loves life, in all its forms, although she would be careful to only keep plants that would not cause any sort of health hazard for her or her crew. She would also be careful to make sure that she's not accidentally carrying seeds or spores or anything when she goes onto a new planet.

But I can see her having something small. She would be less likely to take an animal from its natural habitat, but perhaps if she helped break up a dogfighting ring or something, and there's this little guy that nobody else is willing to take care of because it's small and ugly and vicious - I can imagine her taking the time to treat its wounds and feed it properly. Over time it latches on to her and it won't go with anyone else, and she doesn't fuss too much about that. Partly it's because she doesn't fuss much about anything, but it might also be because she would be sad to say goodbye, and now she doesn't have to.

Friday, November 1, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Day 8

  • Day 8 - Romance: The Order has pretty clear ideas about passion and attachments, but not everyone agrees. How does your Jedi feel about romance and sexuality? Do they have any past loves or liaisons? What attracts them to a person and do they ever act on that attraction? Do they enjoy committed relationships or casual encounters? One at a time or several? Is your Jedi in a relationship now?
Arri respects the Order's concerns about attachments and the danger that passion can present to one who is connected to the Force. However, she does not believe that attachment is binary. In her view, rather, there is a spectrum of attachment, from ignorance on one end, through disinterest, proceeding through concern and connection all the way to obsession. She believes that either end of the spectrum is unhealthy.

Passion is not something to be feared, in Arri's worldview. Emotions can provide a useful counterpoint to logic and reasoning, but they should not control you. In that sense, passion is simply a measure of how much power your emotions have.

There was someone she became more attached to than she expected. One of her agemates was a solemn miraluka named Arimand Surik. He was far more advanced than her, as he'd been accepted into the Order when he was very young. But he was also very patient, and when she struggled in her lessons (as she often did) he was always willing to help out, with practice or with study. They seemed completely different - she was bright and cheerful, and he was serious and somewhat intense, but their differences seemed to complement each other rather than clash. They became closer as the years progressed, and what started as friendship grew to something deeper. Arimand finished his training on Vornu well before Arri was ready to move on, and when he was sent to Tython and she was left behind, she truly understood what her masters had meant about the problems created by attachment.

But he continued to progress rapidly, and after being released from his training as a Knight, he returned to Vornu to continue to work with the Academy. Arri had worried that he might have forgotten about her, or decided that their relationship was inappropriate, or nothing more than childish infatuation. But when he pulled her close and they embraced again, her fears evaporated into smoke, and she knew that though they might be separated from time to time, what they shared could not be taken from them.

Thursday, October 31, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Day 7

  • Day 7 - NPCs: Your Jedi has met many different people in their travels. Describe some of their favorite and least favorite NPCs. What shaped their opinion about these people? Do they stay in touch?

Wow. Uhhhh... This one is particularly hard, because Arri is so very sympathetic. *I* didn't like the two "lovers" on Tython - and even less, the masters who asked me to snitch on them. But Arri tends to be a lot more forgiving than I am, so her disapproval comes across more as mild disappointment. She avoids the dogmatism that is often seen as the hallmark of Jedi ideals, and is more likely to seek understanding first before deciding that cooperation is not possible.

She doesn't do very well at keeping in touch. Her life is a solitary one, but for the time being, that isn't a bad thing. She's enjoying the chance to explore the galaxy, live her own life, and maybe touch the lives of others.

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Day 6

  • Day 6 - Companions: Describe the people who travel with your Jedi. Why do they stick around? What kind of relationship do they have with your Jedi? What were their first impressions? What kinds of things do they argue about? Do they do anything together when they aren’t trying to save the galaxy?

In my version of the story, Arri travels alone for the most part. There are those who travel with her for a time, but none of them have become long-term partners. The lone exception is the odd little droid Teeseven, who takes care of the ship that the Order has entrusted to Arri's use. Sometimes Arri feels like it's his ship, and she's merely the pilot!

Arri cares deeply for Teeseven. She realizes that it is unusual to form an attachment to an object, but her discussions with the droid have begun to go beyond simple exchanges of information. She is starting to question whether it truly is an 'inanimate object' and what it means to be sentient.

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

SWTOR 30 Day Jedi Challenge - Day 5

  • Day 5 - Jedi Training: We meet our Jedi on Tython, [when] they are Padawans almost fully-trained. Where were they trained before then? Who were their masters and how did they get along? Did they have any friends or rivals? What was their life like between joining the Order and traveling to Tython for their final trials?
Arri was raised without any formal education. When she was accepted into the Academy on Vornu, she tried to hide what she felt were her failures, but it wasn't long before the masters realized that she couldn't even read. They were invariably patient and kind, but she still heard the voices of the over-servants on Hutta, telling her she was useless and pathetic.

Months stretched into years, and Arri worked hard to make the best of her opportunity. She didn't have the raw talent of some of her peers, nor a deep connection to the Force, but what she did have was patience and persistence. 

She was generally well-liked among the other students, not least because she always had a stash of cookies in one of the many pockets in her hand-me-down robe and was always willing to share. Even though she knew that the life of a Jedi is unpredictable and usually nomadic, she was a little sad each time one of the others left to continue training or carry out the goals of the Order. When the time came for her to go to Tython, she felt that same ache, but it was somehow different - there was a sharp tang of excitement at the edge.